Tuesday, May 02, 2006 @5/02/2006 05:43:00 PM
When someone calls you a bitch twice. What do you do? Especially when they are called by different people. Do you get angry at those people or do you reflect and sit back and think if what they are saying is true. I belong to the latter now. Yes at first I'll think I'm angry but then I sit back and reflect why do people call me such. I guess in some sense, actually in most sense they are right. When you make a mistake, people judge you for what you have done wrong. Never for what you have done right. Or the times I have done right before. It hurts to know that friends or so called friends have become like that. Especially if its friends that I have cried for. Friends that I actually treasured, turned their back against me when I make a mistake. Yes a mistake, my mistake. But yet, it warranted the bitch word.
bitchFrom now on, that's what I am. Cos that's what people see me as.
I know that you're trying to help as a friend. But I think there are so many others out there who are better and more deserving of your help. Someone better. Someone who deserves your love. Someone you can love. Someone who's not labelled as a bitch.
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