Monday, December 26, 2005 @12/26/2005 03:24:00 PM
Haha. Ape is screaming for an update. Hmmm but true enough I have not updated in a long time. I cannot even remember when was the last time I updated. Probably in November. Hm oh wait, its actually in December! *beams* slightly more proud of myself.
Anyway what has happened in these 2 weeks? I got a new job. Working for the same company but different job scope. I work at a Sony roadshow, that was all fun and good. Then came the data entry job. I think I have never ever worked such a boring job in my life before. Such sadness, oh well its moolah. Something that I'm very very short of. Haha..
And what's next? Christmas! Woot~!
This year, I must say Christmas has been good, many outings, many presents(outgoing and incoming) which leaves me broke, family dinners, catching up with friends. The other day my dad just commented, how come all the friends I mentioned about are all guys? Sigh, that's cos I have not yet have the chance to go out with my girlfriends. So..
GIRLFRIENDS. I wanna go out with you girls!
Merry X'mas everyone! Keep well. Have fun this year!
=D
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Friday, December 09, 2005 @12/09/2005 12:30:00 AM
Back in Singapore. Why is the feeling different? Why do I feel so lost? How often can a heart be taken apart and mended? Mine was taken apart 3 times and mended twice. But yet, its still taken apart. Its very very tired. Once again, I know what heart ache is, where my heart really really hurts, when I can cry almost anywhere and anytime I want to.
I hate myself for being so foolish and stupid. For falling into this stupid web time and time again, for allowing myself to be hurt once more. I fall and pick myself up, once, twice. Third time, I really don't know how to pick myself up anymore. I want this behind me forever but yet I cannot put this down.
*You looked so good today with that haircut*
Dignity thrown and returned leaving me with no dignity at all. How can I stand up again? With no support at all, from family, from friends.
Alone is what I feel.
Oh and my dad hecks what I do. "Quoting him"
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