Monday, April 10, 2006 @4/10/2006 10:19:00 AM
This time, I'm really alone. No one understands. Or rather no one takes it seriously. Everyone takes it lightly by saying AGAIN? So when is it going to end? They don't listen to what I say and just think that you know what, its just normal. When this ends, just let us know. Everyone. Even the ones closest to me.
Do you'll think I like this feeling? That I thoroughly enjoy it? That I like this feeling of 'normality'?
Don't they understand the finality of it. The pain of it.
Actually, they don't. They never will. Because they think I'm just going on about it again. Move on. Grow up. I'm not allowed to even wallow in self-pity. I'm just expected to pick myself up and move on. Like come on, it has happened so many times, surely you're numb to it by now?
Why don't people understand that it hurts still. Maybe like a certain someone said, I'm a FB who does not deserve any friendship at all.
No love. No care. Nothing.
Just me.
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