Tuesday, September 20, 2005 @9/20/2005 11:29:00 PM
Hate.. How do you justify hate? It is a very strong word and I usually do not like using that word. But yet today I used to quite a number of times. I wonder.. Am I too harsh or am I given that right to be upset? Though it does not directly concern me, but still, I'm affected.
A soccer game. Rough, physical game. A game where people meet and make close friends. A game that brings people together. A social or competitive game. A soccer game, 2 boys walked away from that game. Rather, one was carried out from that game while the other walked. One has to defer studies to go home for an operation while the other probably will live with a little guilt and forget about the accident. One has to spent thousands of dollars in treatment, one barely bothered about the other.
A social game, a friendly? Or someone who is out to hurt?
Hate comes into play now. For taking out the one who has to defer studies to go for an operation. For taking away someone I treasure times with, someone who will understand all my pain about my studies. Someone that I can stay up till 8am in the morning doing an assignment together. Someone who will share sweets with me during night classes. Someone who will always wake me up during lectures. Someone who will go with me to the City just to eat Jap food. Someone who I was suppose to graduate with. Now someone whom I dont know if I'll ever see again.
Hate comes in cos this someone has been taken away from me. Just because of a social soccer game.
Be well my friend.
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