Wednesday, August 17, 2005 @8/17/2005 12:19:00 AM
Have you ever wondered what is it like to be alone? Like feel really really alone in the world where it just seems that no one cares about you. Well, perhaps its not that they don't care. Its just that they can't help. Even the closest people to you just seem to not be able to reach out to you, to not be there for you. But its not their fault, its just by coincidence that they cannot be there for you. Alone is what I feel then. You see strangers walking around you, and suddenly you just want to reach out and talk to them but yet that is the point in time where you do not want to be disturbed.
Alone or Disturbed. Which is a better feeling to have?
But I guess everyone needs some alone time on their own at times. But alone is when thoughts run wild. Alone is when that single tear will just come out on its own. Oh well.. Being alone. I can handle that. *crosses fingers*
Moving to slightly happier but not so fantastically happier things, I actually gave up clubbing today! While Josh is there, I'm not. Hm, that feeling, is weird. Trust has always been an issue with me, especially with boys clubbing. But nontheless, I spent some great quality time with my wonderful girls to take my mind of this matter. Ape made me leave my phone at home so that I'll resist the temptation to keep calling him like every erm 10 mins? But anyway, watched the movie Wedding Crashers.
*swoons* So in
lluuuuvvvvv with Owen Wilson. And maybe for that M word? And that bike session...
*swoons* once more...
⥠every page of my imagination