Thursday, July 07, 2005 @7/07/2005 09:25:00 PM
Havent really been posting. In fact I havent posted anything concrete since exams ended. Daphne says I have abandoned my blog... Oops, well not really, I havent really abandoned it, just been going out alot for the past 2 weeks. Exams are over and exam results are out, and I cleared all even the one that I thought I would have to retake next year. Thank goodness and now I owe someone a Hog's Breadth meal but at this point in time, I rather treat that person to a meal than having have a treat from him. Because it means that I passed all my courses. I'm just thinking, should I blog about my happenings, my outings and who have I met up with and what I have been doing this holidays. Mmm, that would make a better read cos I must admit I have had a great holiday with me going out almost daily. Staying over at friends' places, having friends over, going down to the Gold Coast, going down to the Sunshine Coast. Basically, I have almost been everywhere. So I guess I have too much to say about that and thus wont talk about it anymore.
But one thought that struck me while we're on our 3 hour drive to the Sunshine Coast was the importance of results. Suddenly after checking my results, I wonder, what's the importance of it. What's the hype that everyone stays up just to check it. We work so hard just to get results, but is it really worth that we kill out guts just to get it? I see the way we study, its horrifying. I think back to the way I study, I shudder at the thought of it, and the thought of having to go through it next semester again. The min results were out, everyone just simply started msn-ing each other and checking how did everyone do. Some have failures, some do well. People close to you fail, even if you do well, its hard to celebrate. Why are we judged by results? Why are we judged thus and not for the person we are? Life is always as thus and saddens me just for that ride home. Just on that ride hom because coming back now, I know that its important. It is what defines my future. It is what we are still judged on no matter how much we dislike it. Sigh...
Just looking forward to my Sydney trip on Monday!
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