Wednesday, June 15, 2005 @6/15/2005 10:59:00 AM
At exactly 624am this morning, *
phone rings*A disgruntled me:
ummmm?Another disgruntled voice at the end of the phone:
Oi, get up for your exam!Disgruntled me once more:
ummm....That disgruntled voice once more:
OI!!! Get up NOW NOW NOW!That was my morning call at 6.24am (for some reason, we should synchronise our times to prevent such weird timings). About 1 min later,
*handphone alarm rings*. Looks at the time,
625am, WHAT THE!
Finally and grudgingly, dragged my sorry ass up from bed. *
suddenly remembering the kiasu me, and turned off my other 2 alarms so that they dont wake Jasmine up*Checked my eyebags in the mirror, YEP! I look like crap. What's new? Turned on the radio and the first sentence that floated through
*the temperature outside is 16degrees* And for the first time of the day, notices outside, $%#@ Its bleeding raining and blardy cold, what a nice day to snuggle in bed. But yet.. Sigh.. Makes my already bad day even worse while at the same time murmuring to myself :
Erikson's stage theories..What the hell was that again? Never mind.. Pushed that thought outta my head and walked to open my door, notice something in my blurry vision- 2 postcards! From my Darling Housemates- Jo and Jas wishing my luck and telling me to go easy to myself. Suddenly: *
flashback to 3 hrs before*Phone call to that same disgruntled voice in the morning. It went something like:
Me: I wish I'm dead at this moment in time.
Disgruntled voice:Stop studying now
Me: I want to puke and cry but I cant
Disgruntled voice: Stop studying now and go and sleep
Me: My whole body is trembling.
Disgruntled voice: Where is Jo? I'm going to tell her to walk over to your room now.
Me: Dont be an ass, she as an assignment and an exam to finish.
Disgruntled voice: Then Stop Studying now and go and sleep
Me: I want to die.. I cant!I hate my life.. ARGH...
Door Knocks.
Me: You idiot. I told u not to tell Jo. *hangs up phone*While Jo came in super worried, started massaging me and making ginseng tea for me. Sigh, I'm so so sorry that I made everyone worried. Webcammed with Daphne for abit, cheered me for abit. Back to studying and studying..
Fastforwarding to this morning once moreWalking in the rain to the bus stop, just thinking to myself, why do I put myself through such shit. I mean its not the first time I'm taking an exam right? But I guess I aim too high at times. Now back at home blogging about it,
*still shuderring at the thought of yesterday*, I realise that this can kill me really.
From the bottom of my heart, I'm really sorry for making so many people worried last night. Will try not to have a repeat of last night. Love you guys. :DNow if you'll excuse me, I got a chess date with the Sleeping God. Tata~!