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Sunday, January 09, 2005 @1/09/2005 03:37:00 PM

Recently I got a new job as a food promoter in Carrefour Plaza Singapura. People tell me I'm crazy to take this job because the job is crap, the pay is crap and the hours are long. Even though its only a weekend promoter and I interswitch with my friend who's currently working there right now, its still a job that people tell me not to take. Yesterday was my first day at work and I think my supervisor is really crap, she really erm just throws everything down. I mean she knows that I dont have experience in this but yet all she says are, erm everything is in the cupboard and shows me which products I'm promoting and says ok I'm going back to Suntec. Honestly I think that's quite crap. But the sales for the day I would say is quite alright, giving my lack of experience BUT there's no commission. Which is really sad.

I guess the most important reason as to why I took the job is because I need something to occupy my Saturdays. I have gotten so used to going out with Ruikun on Saturdays that its just suddenly wierd that he flew off for a month and I wont see him for the next month or so and therefore I have to find something to occupy myself. It is not unbearable like before but still I miss him. The amount of money he spends to call me is horrendous. It really is expensive. Does anyone have an idea about as to whether we have cheap calling cards in Singapore to call Thailand mobile number? Regardless, I'm am utterly and totally shagged in working as a food promoter, standing for 9 hours is no joke with 1/2 hour lunch and 1/2 hour dinner is really pathetic. But I guess its really something to occupy myself with.

Reuben still freaks me out. He sent both Ruikun and me a friendster message:
[For me]
I'm sorry about how I treated you, but I can't
forgive what you did to me too... I hope we
never see each other in the street again....
Stay in Aus, never return okie.... I really don't
want to ever see you again.

[For Ruikun]
I was going to let go, but she hurt me and
lied to me again just before I did... Intolerable
rage... Anyway, its all over... I'm sorry for what
I did to her, but I'll never forgive her for what
happened.

I've only hate for her now... Pure hatred
running throughout each and every single
vein. That hatred is my strength now... Study
Study Study...

Sorry if I ruined your chance with her, but if
you're still with her, then best of luck to you.
Take care...

I honestly think that guy has issues. The only reason he has to let me go is because I finally told my mum about him and my mum called him up. He has no more handle above me. What a loser..

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About Me: University of Queensland.
Psychology Major
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